Why am I awake now??? It’s 3:42 AM. I guess I slept a lot last night/this morning. And I’m sleepy now. But tomorrow I have to start packing to go back to school for Monday. And I have to do laundry, and all that stuff that means I’m leaving home again. Don’t get me wrong, I love it at school. There, I’m away from so much of the crap that ( Read more... )

According to Freud, I will "make a cold wife and remain sexually anaesthetic." So yay for his work being discredited by modern psychoanalysts.

So, I haven't written here in a while, and it seemed as though I should. But I don't really know what to say. Other than that I'm still here and still breathing. It's like having car trouble and knowing nothing of automechanics--you peer under the hood of your car only to find that the engine is still there, and that's all you can be sure of. I ( Read more... )

I am waiting for the day when my only-slightly-less-than-perfect world will come crashing down ( Read more... )

So, I've been home from school since Tuesday. And no one else is home! So I've reached new lows, filling out surveys and posting them as bulletins on myspace, and going on AIM for like half the day. And most of you know that I hardly ever go on AIM. But I think that I'm addicted now ( Read more... )

A good En Vogue song. Also, what I am doing now that I am back in Bing after Thanksgiving break. Some people use these breaks to take little restful vacations from life. Not me--I got less sleep than I usually get at school! But it was amazing--I got to do everything that I had planned on doing, which never happens when I go home--yay ( Read more... )

I wish that I drank coffee. I wish that I had some morning coffee ritual to wake me up in the morning. I'm sooo slow to wake up in the morning. But I don't drink coffee. I can't drink it, I don't like how it tastes. I like coffee flavored things, or things with coffee in them, but I can't just drink coffee ( Read more... )

So, the show is over. Now all of us have severe post partum depression. That show was our baby. It went well--once again, we got all of the money we put in back, plus enough for dinner at Applebees. And it was a lot of fun. Some people I expected didn't show up, and others surprised me by coming. I have so many awesome people in my life, and ( Read more... )

Soooo, summer is almost over. And I'm so lame that I made up a list of shit I haven't done/still have to do/still want to do. Silly things that don't make too much of a difference. But it helps, I guess. I only have two weeks left at home still. And then school ( Read more... )

How true.


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