i'm so ready for this to be over.
so tired of being a rock.
i'm ready to be me.
this is killing me, every day.
you don't care.
you don't even realize.
i'm done.

i think its QUITE funny that the guys name is Balls

http://www.express.co.uk/posts/view/115736/Sin-bins-for-worst-families

wow.

so as i arrive twenty minutes early to class, im sitting in the front row... three different colored pens on the desk... digital voice recrder ready to capture todays lecture... it hits me...

ive gtten REAL nerdy...lol

yeah

so i just got back from the bike ride to my first class, since parking passes here are fucking REDICULIOUS... i.e. 300 a sememster... yea... 4 times what USF was... but thats ok, its less than a 10 minute bike ride each way... YAY ( Read more... )

finally got the truck totally unloaded... the apartment is one big jumbled mess of boxes... somehow managed to scratch the hell out of my reclaimed coffee table, and my wood filing cabinet...figures ( Read more... )

http://hplusmagazine.com/articles/bio/stem-cell-therapy-today-peoples-republic

NEW HIP!!! HERE I COME!!!!

so i went up to bloomington for 3 days, to try to get the next phase in line... got registered for classes for summer, principles of economics... meh, only offered m-thur 8am - 11 am... only 6 weeks... shouldn't be that bad ( Read more... )

http://www.zeropaid.com/news/9937/Blogger+Writes+from+Inside+the+Newest+Police+State+on+the+PlanetRead more... )

the first holiday in 28 years that i can't be with my mom and grandma...

bah humbug...

i'm sooo over this christmas shit... its raining, not even that cold...

its supposed to be WHITE christmas, not WET christmas...

god i can't wait to get out of this hell...

meh...

on a side note, bitching pajama party for new years... YAY!!

so i just found out that i was accepted to ISU (Illinois State), which is in Bloomington / Normal, Ill... which is, coincidently, about 30 minutes from the town where my mom and grandma grew up, an hour from where i was born, and an hour from where a great deal of the remainder of my extended family are ( Read more... )