hey dont read that last one its too long unless u want to,

It hurts to love someone and not know if your loved in return, but what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel ( Read more... )

Ok i was on the phone tha other day and heard some intersting news from the guy i like it truns out that he was gonna ask me out but at that time i started going out with garza, and that omg i wanna cry now, but today we both had fun at the car wash he kissed me on the cheeck and there was alot of flirting and i found his turn on spot, but nothing ( Read more... )

ok i guess im bi, and im not gonna tell my mom, i dont think imma tell neone whos not one of my closest friends, and i still really, really,really,realy,really,really,really,realy,really,really,really,really, realy,really,really, like portfolio man this sucks his cuzin is sexy and nice but i dont like him like that and that kid nick i dont no wtf ( Read more... )

i havent updated in a while and for those who didnt no i broke up with garza, the feeling werent there anymore, i thought they would, but guess not.neways theres been alot of offers but i said no and i actually like them, wtf im so confused, ummm i have a thing for this gurl her name is claudia martinez, yah kinda weird i guess.

this is kinda late to post but yah it true im going out with garza but im starting to think its not suck a great idea one hes my comder for armed drill and im still really into that one guy but i do like garza but like yah that other guy is like still there but i feel really good and safe when im with garza and like sometimes idk what right now im ( Read more... )

i havent been on for a while cuz i lost internet and yah, well i come with more problems witch sucks, but yah i think i might give in to johnny and say yes if he does asks and hopefully itll make me forget the feeling i have twords yah

its no working, i try and try not to pay atention to him try to ignore him but i cant, i like him so much that i feel so pathitic, but yah im gonna talk to him maybe go out with that mugiel guy cuz i do like him but not as much compared to portfolio.

so heres the point i need to forget this guy portillo cuz i dont want to do what i did last year, i turned down all the guys that asked me out becuz i didnt want to be mean and go out with them just becuz but now i think i will cuz i want him out of my hear t so hopefully by not talking to him much will not make me want him more.

i forgot to put this in tha last one, either ive actually been blinnd or dont want to see the reality, ppl have noticed when a guy hits on me but i dont so far there omg ummm this this and this didnt u notice , and im like no, but yah even this one guy is like "i dont no if u noticed but like have been flirting with u for like the first day i saw u ( Read more... )