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[nocona]

home
tired
over it

thinking a lot about stuff
heads getting cut off on the news. dumb military stuff.
i dunno. maybe i'll just go to bed. and maybe in the morning things will seem better.

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[boreal]

I hate the news I hate the news. Sigh. What is up with all this crap?! I have no words for my dark thoughts.

Hope you're doing well. I think its great what you did with the designer. It sounds like she should have been gone a long time ago and you did the right thing. We need to learn as people to let go as much as hang on. Knowing when to let go is a very valuble skill, good for you on exercising that muscle and knowing when to use it.Not everything in life is easy unfortunately.

[nocona]

thanks :o)
it's been a rough couple of days with lots of ups and downs. i'm really glad it's behind me though.

not letting go has always been one of my weaknesses. i sometimes wonder if it doesn't come from when i was a kid and my parents divorced and my dad left. felt kind of abandoned without any control over the situation.

looking back over the years i've stayed in a few relationships a lot longer that i should of. trying to figure out how to fix things and make everything ok when really there was no hope for things to work out and i just ended up wasting a lot of time.

*sigh*

[boreal]

Well you're certainly not alone, I do it a lot I've learned, in the physical AND emotional, and so do many others. Its a muscle we have to learn to use and then keep it in shape with frequent use really. That's how I think of it and it helps me.

The future is bright, gotta keep putting on our sunglasses and looking in that direction. :)

[lesliesailor]

I know exactly what you are saying - I've been there and done that, too. Feel better!

[lucabellalu]

I'm here for you.
Nocona's here for you.
Your bed is here for you.
Good night sleep is in store for you.
Blessed thoughts are close to you!

=)
*hugs*

[nocona]

thanks :o)
sorry it's taken me so long to reply. how are you? how's things w/the boy? hope you're good and having fun out there.

[lucabellalu]

NO worries! I should actually post more often....been so busy. BOy and me up and down....rollacoster it feels like at times. Story of my life. =)
HOpe all is well and I promise to post soon!

[nocona]

busy is good
well most times anyways :o)
hope things are more up than down. i've been the same way. not posting much. lots going on with work and such. relationship is pretty good. my mind's kind of a wreck. some icky tax things too. but i'm sure i'll survive.
good luck~
*hugs&love*

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[suconejita]

I did a search for Colorado and your username came up. So if you live in Colorado...

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[nocona]

thanks! i added you this morning. hope you didn't wash away this weekend~
lee :o)

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[suconejita]

No, there was no washing away!