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[noctina]

okay, so i pretty much dropped off the face of the earth for a while. if anybody wonders/cares about what happened to me, here's the scoop... short and sweet (hopefully) cuz i don't have much time on the internet anymore

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[devibunnie]

jeezus. life is just the worst sometimes. i'm really sorry.

i had my mom call 911 on me too for something similar, breaking a lamp and i guess approaching her aggressively, but she didn't fucking denounce me and kick me out of her life. god i can only imagine. i'm really sorry that you have to suffer what i guess is your mother having an absolutely insane midlife crisis. i can only hope you'll be as lucky as me in that she comes back to you a few years later and tries to make up for all the dumb shit she did, although it sounds like that would have to be a lot. :(

also i hope you can get out of those detroit clubs soon.. maybe after you take care of all that disgusting legal fees and get your bills settled you could just pick up and move to a different state to a nice clean club with lots of research and recommendations from other girls? you don't deserve to have to put up with that kind of crowd.

guh, i really feel for you. i hope something starts going right.

[noctina]

i figured from a few of your journal entries i've read that you've been through some of the same bs, like a crazy mom and the challenge of saving enough money for your own place to live. what happened when your mom called 911? did she calm down when the cops arrived and tell them nothing happened? i suspect i was only arrested because my mother pressed charges and made sure of it. i am also pretty sure the only way i could even SPEAK to her again is if she handed me a check for $5000 or something, cuz she cost me a hell of a lot of money and not to mention pain and suffering. and she stole my fucking cat.

IF ONLY i could move! i'm on probation so i can't even leave the state. my options are like.. port huron, detroit, flint, or lansing. i swear to god, the second i'm off probation i'm marrying jeff and becomming canadian. and then i'll work at clean clubs in canada again.

[devibunnie]

they threatened to, and they took me outside and talked to me about what was going on, while one of them talked to my mother. i guess they were trying to assess what really happened. eventually they decided to let me off but if they got anymore calls, they were going to come straight in and arrest me. i don't really know the technicalities behind what augments an arrest, i would guess it's just the threat posed to your family, and i guess your mom probably urged them to take you away or implied to them you were dangerous.

well just lay low until probation is up and i'll cross my fingers for you.

[candy316]

Tina, I am SO sorry.

When i read this I felt like crying because I don't know how you feel exactly, but I can just imagine. I am so sad for you to work in detroit.. I hate just being IN that town, I cant even imagine living there and working there..

It does sound like your mom is having a midlife crisis... but she's obviously to the point of insanity. I would sever all ties (although it looks like shes attempting to already) and forget her - I would never forgive her for what she's done to you. A couple years(months?) down the road she'll probably break out of this and come looking for you... but she owes you alot before you should ever welcome her back into your life.

I really want to help you out - is there an appliance or something I could send you that would help you out? I'm a little straped for cash but I bet I could come up with something useful.

i am glad to "hear" from you once again - i was actually pretty worried. :( please let me know if I can help.

[she_saw_stars]

Holy shit dude, what a whore

I hope everything gets back on track for you. Don't leave us! haha

[crossxmyxhe4rt]

I'm sorry for everything that you have been through. You seem like a really strong person though, and I'm sure that you will pull through.

PS you look beautiful with short hair & highlights

[ringgiver]

drugs, jail, stripping, cops...

yep... sounds like our nation's youth....

WONDERFUL

[noctina]

thank you for your positive, constructive, and supportive comment.

[devibunnie]

you know, you live awfully close to me to be such a dumb prick.

[ringgiver]

i fail to see how the shortest point between A and B has to do with my ACCURATE assessment of her being a typical trouble teen of our current society...

my information still stands... she's a stripper... she is in trouble with the law... she abuses illegal substances...

yep, still right