what the hell is crazy? everyone's fucking crazy. please find me a sane person in this world, and don't you dare bring me a psychologist because educated people are just as fucked up. if you want sane, listen to buddha. you'll know its true because he'll make more sense than anything you've ever heard ( Read more... )

as many times as i've wanted to post on this journal and tell my stories and feelings, i could not bring myself to do it. i've been through a lot and it has been too hard to talk about. every time i felt like talking about everything i felt overwhelmed, like there was too much too say and i was way too confused to explain. i've clammed up and grew ( Read more... )

one life to live but we're doing it wrong you see ( Read more... )

okay, so let's take this story way back ( Read more... )

who the hell hasn't updated their journal since 2007 and then just jumps right back onto it in 2010? this girl right here ( Read more... )

wow, man ( Read more... )

i went to flint earlier this week, and spent 2 hours at the college with different staff members going on a grand tour of the dorms and everything. the dorms are awesome, more like one bedroom apartments. because my GPA is above 3.0, i recieve a 50% discount on my housing, which is normally around $800 per quarter (a quarter is about 3 months long ( Read more... )

so i talked to my stupid mom. i HAD to, because i needed her income information and signature in order to get a student loan. she doesn't make shit, and i didn't make shit last year either (according to the books anyway ;)), so i should have no problem getting plenty of money. this is the last chance i have at going to school and getting my life ( Read more... )

"i just had some kind of revelation. but i lost my motivation ( Read more... )

so, i am now living with adam's mom ( Read more... )