people change, they say friends change, but yet, when i think of my friends, i still have some of the most amazing people who i can go to for anything. i just wish it wasn't so hard to forgive bc it that was the case, i would be on the phone gushing as always. but it's not that simple. when a best friend betrays you, you're never the same after ( Read more... )

basically i've faded away from writing here bc i can just block ppl now on myspace - - - it's funny looking back on my old posts just bc they are all about jackass and he isn't even a blip on the radar any more, hell no boys are, i'm just tired of trying and dealing with boys, it's annoying

life has been crazy ever since cory died... but of course ( Read more... )

go read my blog from yesterday on myspace to see what i've done ( Read more... )

so i quit soccer... sooo many reasons for it but the main is that i don't have the passion to play any more... it's been pulled out of me the last few months and i just don't love it the way that i use to and it's hard especailly to give up something you love some much and even though i've been thinking about it since november, it's still hard ( Read more... )

the feelings i have for one of my best friends in this world is mind boggiling but of course, me and him have been friends since we were 15/16 (me 16, he's a youngin' for our year) and i've had a crush on him since but i've never done anything about it. hell, the second i found out about the girl he was talking to junior year before homecoming, i ( Read more... )

"New Friend Request"

I remember when I first laid eyes on you
My man Tom introduced us but I was too shy to say hi
When I finally built up enough nerve to drop a line
You made it clear you wasn't just another myspace mistress
And I didn't take it personal
When you ignored my request to be your friend I spilled my guts and hit send
2 weeks for a ( Read more... )

even tho i am over it as well as i can be, i can't get J out of my mind... it's hard, especially when i get all the news about his band and basically see his face every time i read what they're doing - - - i'm happy for him and he's playing a show a week before i come home and i wish it was the next week bc then i would go, see what would happen, i ( Read more... )

who knew... but i'm not getting my hopes up about anything... i just know that i'm happy again and have someone that makes me laugh and smile... but i'm adding my favorite pictures from this past weekend on here just for fun, even tho they are on myspace and facebook
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so this has probably been one of the worst weeks in a long time... especaily considering how happy i was going into this week ( Read more... )

"Your Boyfriend Sucks"

You're better off without him, don't call him...
He's breaking your heart.
He's hanging with your best friend and your waiting there,
It's tearing you apart.

He lied to you a thousand times,
When I was there he kept you waiting.

And I'm still here waiting there
To catch you if you fall.
I don't know why I care so much
When I shouldn't ( Read more... )