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only 38 days!! im suuuuper excited, miss everybody so so so much....

my crazy day of anniversaries...1 month since i've been home...1 month since i've seen everyone...1 month since i've seen him...3 months since everything started...happy anniversary to me i suppose. is it wrong of me to be sad? is it wrong of me to miss him so much? sometimes i feel so stupid but it's all i can think about, so one month is down but ( Read more... )

recent events have brought alot more drama than is necessary upon my friends than is necessary or even warrented, and i couldn't feel worse about it. so here is my formal appology, i hate to drag you all into an issue that you should not have to deal with. i am so greatful to you for all being my friends throughout this whole thing, and being ( Read more... )

fuck this is hard...how am i going to survive this?

okay so last night i went over to stef's house for a bit and we were just going to watch a movie but it just turned into this huge talk about next year... i couldnt stop crying for like an hour...and i dont just cry for him and me i cry for everyone, for the people who are leaving and the people who i am leaving behind. im not ready for this to end ( Read more... )

i have one month left....one month...this is the last time that it's ever going to be like it is now. im not willing to let this go yet, i dont want to. i dont want to let you go...the pain that im feeling right now is so intense and i cant deal with it. i dont know what ill do when i leave. there are moments when i feel that i cant breathe...

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i gots me a job!! woohoo! sport chek at polo park, which is super amazing! ahhh im so excited!

so if i wasnt a little nervous about leaving safe to say i am now.... the attacks happened where id been just this march. 21 dead at kings cross...33 on the underground just so far... at least i know my friends in london are okay, but i cant believe how scary that would be for them. (<3 tom) i havent talked to my parents about it yet, i dont know ( Read more... )