so i was looking around today and i found something both funny and creepily disturbing at the same time. it was an entry that i wrote on the plane back from cyprus and i guess it just shows the state of mind that i was at the time after a week of insane stress, not eating like at all, losing at least 8 pounds and being trapped with crazy debating ( Read more... )

so it's my birthday. im 18! wow.... okay so it doesnt really feel any different than 17 but as far as im concerned 17 was a good time so im not really disappointed about that ( Read more... )

shit ass fuck. why is it that the people who like me.....i dont like? and when people who i might just like or could like like me, i have no fucking clue until its too late?! goddamit why?!

okay so im scared. terrified as a matter of fact. i know that in order to do anything good a person needs to take risks, make changes, sieze oppertunity etc. but that doesnt make me any less scared. i cant logically justify not going to myself....but there are still so many things im unsure about. on paper this sounds like the easiest choice in the ( Read more... )

hey! its me, if you still remember me that is...okay so in case any of you are interested i thought id make a little list of all the best things i have encountered so far on my travels (in chronological order of course, im a debater now i have to me logical ( Read more... )

igotinigotinigotinigotin!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! this is so crazy i dont even know how to feel right now

President Bush has just made a public announcment about homosexuality on CBS as of 02/23/05. George Bush is going to put a ban on homosexuals in the media because its "raising the future americans the wrong way" as he states in the interview. If we can get 200 people to sign this petition, we can get this bill not passed. Your help is really needed ( Read more... )

well lets see...happy valentines everybody...dont really know what else to say...its a tad umm confusing, flattering, humbleing, eye opening and wierd all at the same time.. i really dont know what to do, its alot harder than it seems. so what do i do...if someone likes me enough to be that sweet should i just go with it, should i not if i dont ( Read more... )

okay so heres my valentines prediction....i will be alone...except for shay...but some crazy crazy stuff will go down. that i know. how crazy i dont know. its going to be interesting. possibly more interesting still will be friday....the dance...duh duh duuuuh.... needless to say im a tad aprehensive, should be interesting....

ooooh i am angry, fucking sjr bastards godammit! its all soooo rigged. first of all you know somethings wrong when there are 7 official compeditors from one school when theres only like 2 from some PROVINCES!!! and 5 from the one that had the most. Second thing wrong, when theres 2 sjr kids in all but one final, in which there's seven people at ( Read more... )