Helping Joy pack was so sad today. I'm going to miss seeing her on a daily basis. Seems as though I wanted everything she wanted to get rid for memories. Every time she said she didn't want something Brandy and I said we'd take it. I almost got Bruce. I wanted Bruce in my room so that every time I walked into my room it would remind of the Joy in ( Read more... )

I wasn’t really sure what frightened me more… his proposal or his excitement. He jumped round the room like a madman, knocking things about, without even noticing. He repeated himself over and over, talking more to himself than to me. God is an illusion, he kept saying. He often says things like that and it makes me angry. But this time I was ( Read more... )

I'm getting old.

Spring Break is FINALLY here.
Joy isn't here. I miss her.
The month of April is going to be fun-filled.
HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY!
I can't help but keep thinking about summer and the fun we're going to have before everyone leaves for college.
How sad but fun at the same time.
We got live everyday fully.
I got to get a job.
A real job.
And the number one thing I ( Read more... )

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I got caught. I'm screwed. Atleast I got my two girls with me.
I hate this.
I hate home.
I want to leave this place.
Oh well.
Hopefully just a few more months.
Unless someone wants to take me in to their house.

I had the most AMAZING day yeserday ( Read more... )

Don't ever let your gaurd down, it will only hurt you.

Don't know why but I am.
Need space.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!