to my friend ( Read more... )

have you ever heard a song that makes you want to cry so hard that you never want to see the light of day again? well there has always been one song that does that to me and that would be Beethoven's Sonata for Paino No. 14, "Moonlight." i once did a musical pantomime to this song where i was getting beat by my husband. it was probably the best ( Read more... )

ok so i used to have this friend who is an amazing song writer, we dont talk anymore but he posts his work and i read it. well he wrote this song called horr-ible liar. the horr-ible part i suppose is like he is saying whore ible liar. so yeah here it is ( Read more... )

so i had this dream a while back and it has stuck with me. when i woke up from the dream i was crying. so i went to freakydreams.com to have it analyzed... whatever, some of it makes sense ( Read more... )

well well well... it finally happened. i kind of expected it too ya know? but still, it wasn't what i had hoped for all these years. V4L? not anymore. like its weird, i kinda feel like i let people down. people were always telling me how much they admire the fact i was still a virgin, and i liked that attention, but well not anymore. i dont ( Read more... )

so much has happened in the past couple of months.

its 4 am, and i thought i wanted to write a bunch, but i dont. so i shall update at another time.

im such a tease.

night

sooo the weirdest thing happened today. i gave my cousin asha my old phone so she could use it and do an insurance claim and i was trying to see if any of my mp3's were still on it but i accidently hit the pictures, and whoa... all the pictures i thought were lost of ty were suddenly there. whats weird, is they were gone, back when her and i ( Read more... )

why do i still care? after all that has happened... why the hell would i still care? i guess im not as self centered as i once thought. for a person to hurt me so deeply, i thought i would surely hate them with a passion... but no... i still wonder and care... and hope they are surviving. i hate myself right now.

soooo... candice and i broke up. its for the best. i was planning on breaking up with her this wednesday, but we ended up talking about it on monday. gosh she is a great girl. but we should have just been friends. is that wrong? well i told paula about it tonight, and she was like, "well annie, you arent gay, so thats good.. i have known you ( Read more... )

why does it seem like when some stupid useless drama finally dissipates out of my life, some other form of random annoyance comes along? this girl, whom i dont even know... her name is steph, and she is the sorta the gf of my supposed friend danny contacted me tonight. i guess they were dating for a long time, and she cheated or something and ( Read more... )