i hate west...this place sux...but its gonna bring in some funds to help support myself and the band....got alot of work to do in the next week or two.....

sigh, so tired lately, tired and sick....really wanting to this song to get done, but blocks suck man, ive come up with cool lyrics to go with the song, but i have to get singin em down...i must admit sometimes i get timid around the guys they are so damn amazing and i dont think im that great, but i push through all my worrries cuz i believe we ( Read more... )

so yeah you know what, i am so sick of being everyones little punching bag...whatever mistakes ive made...sorry im human other than that, please go to hell.....im just tired being the center of attention when it comes to people getting mad, its ridiculous now, even when i havent done anything, whether on purpose or who knows, everyone has to treat ( Read more... )

so i must say the band thing is coming along great...we have a feaux name allready....part of me doesnt care if it sticks but the other part of me is like hell no, because i want to be taken seriously...but anyways, the name is "razorblades and cupcakes"....lol yeah...but we have been working alot on a song named "silent today", and we have been ( Read more... )

so yeah, as dave said the new band is on its way to being something great...i must say it is an honor to come together with people of such talent, and make music...its always been my dream, and you guys are making my wish come true....ill be making a new myspace for the band as soon as we get a drummer, and some songs are thrown out there...look ( Read more... )

yes my friends it has been a very long time since i have managed to actually post something on here...i must say that to be completely honest life at best has not been what i expected...but things are picking up for me....at least in my heart and mind where it matters most...ive been through alot this past year...alot of lies, heartbreak, ( Read more... )

long time no update...well heres the news, my tires got slashed, im really confused about alot of stuff, and im pissed off almost everyday and its starting to show....end lj

man you guys move quick...shit...anyways life isnt like a box of chocolates its more like a box of shit, you just gotta pick the smallest piece of shit to work with, and hope it doesnt smell horribly...but yeah ive done alot of thinking in the past few weeks, ive met a few new people, and i dont know if any of the decisions i am making are right or ( Read more... )

ill always love you, even though i break down everytime i think about that...

tomorrow and friday mothafuckas!!!!!!! woooooooooooo