well everything has changed since my last update. My beautiful baby was born on march 24 at 6:10pm. she is so pretty and such a good baby. so far things have been going pretty well. it is difficult with night feedings, but since i don't work or go to school yet, i can sleep whenever Kaitlyn does. everything with me & matt is good most of the ( Read more... )

A lot has happened since i last posted. I don't even know where to begin ( Read more... )

hmm...lots of crazy things have been going on....i told matt that tucker and i hooked up...he flipped out....he brings it up all the time, i guess i can't blame him though. but it's not like i cheated on him, like he did to me. ummm, so i get the feeling that tucker only calls when he wants something and matt and i got into a huge fight because i ( Read more... )

All i want is someone who wants to be with me and who wants to take care of me... not in a needy sense, but in a caring way. i miss having someone who cares about me. i hate having nowhere to go and noone to talk to...
i want a new life.

wow, it's been a really long time since i have updated this... i don't even know where to begin. i read Allie's entry that she might delete and found myself relating to it. i'm at a weird point right now. matt and i have been fighting (yes again) and it's been so aggrevating. last night we got into it and he said "get the fuck out of my house ( Read more... )

I had my first test on Thursday, it was Biology. I usually hate science and don't do very well in it. But this class is really interesting. I really like the teacher, he's cool. I got a high B on the test which i think is really good. but, apparently it is not good enough for my stepfather. leave it to him to make me feel bad about getting a B ( Read more... )

This past week has been so exhausting... I started UNO on Monday. and i actually like it. it's not as bad as i figured. i know people in most of my classes so its all ok... i've been working a lot also...tring to make money...i have so many debts and it sucks so bad...other than that things are going pretty good. oh and my cell phone has been ( Read more... )

This sucks so much...classes start in one week and i have no clue where i'm going to school...doesn't that suck. Loyola dropped my classes because of a past due balance that was supposed to be paid...but of course i have no money and neither does anyone else. and for the fall semester i still need 6ooo dollars...nice huh? So i'm looking at UNO ( ( Read more... )

It's been raining here all summer yesterday was only the second day that it hasn't rained in 2 weeks. i like the rain, it makes the weather not as hot, but i hate the flooding...it sucks ( Read more... )

So...nothing much has been going on. Matt and I have cleared everythig up...We are not fighting anymore and it seems that everything is a good as it used to be. I am bored...i think i might go to barnes and noble to read...I miss Ragnar. It's weird not having him here...I didn't know that i would miss him so much, it's almost not healthy...just ( Read more... )