so here comes an update. not that i know what to update about. lets see here. im currently waiting for ms. jennifer pratt to finish her shopping so we can hang out one last time before she returns to the good ole u of a. i guess this break has been pretty good. i got to see my friends, and i didnt work too much, so i suppose all is well ( Read more... )

if i could say anything to him now ( Read more... )

ok, ive been tagged to list 10 things that make me happy ( Read more... )

im listening to the notebook right now. it just passed the part where allie and noah broke up, and shes screaming at his truck, and then he just drives away. its so sad. and it sucks how when youre watching movies all of that drama seems so passionate, and exciting, i dont know...cool...but then you experience it and it just sucks. i know i said ( Read more... )

ok, so yeah..my birthday sucked. but its ok, it was just a bad day. just a bad day that happened to fall on my birthday. so, here are some things i have done recently to make myself happier ( Read more... )

this has been the worst birthday ever. i dont even know why i fucking bother getting my hopes up about any god damned mother fucking thing in my life.

also, is it wrong that he hasnt inspired a single poem, or made a single song stand out in my mind? songs dont make me think of him, and i think thats weird. god dammit, ive said it before and ill say it again, it is not like this in the movies and that is not fair. when they hurt, its only for like 3 minutes, and it shows them in bed alone while ( Read more... )

so im getting ready to go to some stupid thing chris has to do for work...and i just dont know whats going on. it seems like hes hiding things from me. it seems like hes lying to me. it seems like he doesnt really want to be with me, but when i ask him, he says that he loves me and if he didnt want to be with me then he would break up with me. but ( Read more... )

so, two years ago today, i was sporting an awesomely bad new haircut, searching for my black shoes that i wore to my 9th grade formal, and getting over the fact that i was the only one of my friends without a gold tassel. yes, two years ago today i walked across mustang stadium as a member of the graduating class of 2003 from dobson high. if ( Read more... )

Take it back, take it all back now ( Read more... )