im really scared that when i come back from summer that one of my friends will have completely changed. now dont get me wrong change isnt necessarily a bad thing but this is something they said they never wanted to be. yet it seems the more they are around certain people the more they become like that. it sucks. i love this person to death. ( Read more... )

waking up to picketters two mornings is not pleasant. i mean to wake up to some woman yelling and getting a reply of 3,4 isnt the most gentle way to wake. then there is their chants, one of which goes something like pay me better and ill show up on time. i want to yell out there maybe if you showed up on time in the first place then you could get a ( Read more... )

as i sit here ive come to realize that the thing i feared most would happen to me and stevie did. weve drifted apart. hes living his life in cincy enjoying spending $550 on an armani suit on a random trip to chicago. he keeps telling me hes gonna come see me but he always changes his mind at the last minute. i know i could go up there but i ( Read more... )

its after spring break obviously lol. life is continuing on as normal well as normal as it ever is in the dorms. i havent been doing much just studying, hanging out and spending as much time as possible w/ josh. im going to miss him this summer. i have to do taxes tomorrow. im dreading it. it will suck if i owe money. ill have to call dad. ( Read more... )

so this is the last entry before spring break. i wont have internet in mississippi so im just updating now. of course ill update when i come back. while im excited about going and spending time with my fam im sad im leaving josh behind. i wish he could have gone with me. but i know it will be ok. also i just wanted to tell anyone out there ( Read more... )

so im leaving for mississippi on saturday morning for spring break. i just packed. im taking a lot of stuff but part of that is the typical college kid taking stuff home so it can get washed. im also going to get some new stuff while im down there hopefully. ok so dont laugh to much but this is what i packed ( Read more... )

so i went with my dad this weekend. it was fun. i enjoyed the time with him. spent some time w/ mark and carolyn. that was entertaining as always. my sister was surprised to see me at the cingular store. she barely spoke to me. then about half an hour later my grandma on my moms side called my dads cell phone and i talked to her. i want to ( Read more... )

ok so my dad just confirmed my spring break plans. he is picking me up on the 11th (saturday) to drive me to mississippi. he says he was coming through here anyways so its not a big deal. then on the 18th or 19th, we're not sure yet which day, ill be coming back. i know this will suck. i dont want to be away from josh. but it will help keep ( Read more... )

my dad worked for four hours this morning trying to figure out the whole ulink thing. he was so cute when he called me at quarter till eight this morning. i had to help him out then he had to call the help desk. apparantly we couldnt really understand each other and he thought i was saying mn instead of nm for the username. when he repeated it ( Read more... )

answer these questions about me. dont worry im going to screen the comments you answer them in so no one else will see what you say. its just like you and me having some sort of convo. hugs and kisses ( Read more... )