ok so heres the deal dad is going to help me. he said that if i prove to him im working on the grades and stuff that hell continue to pay and hes going to cosign this loan for me. so this could be the only loan i have to take out and the fact that if i get a degree then he will pay off the loan. and if i cant get an apartment this summer then ( Read more... )

so i got a letter today saying if i dont pay my remaining balance by feb 24th then ill be kicked out on the 28th. i was going to wait till i had dinner with my dad to ask him to help me cosign a loan. problem is he doesnt get off the boat till the 2nd or 3rd of march. so i had to email him to ask him. i am really nervous about all this. i ( Read more... )

yay for me finally going through all the clothes i had at school and got rid of some. it was hard. mary helped me though. she didnt let me keep everything like i would have done. im proud of myself. anyways i now have all my clothes, well almost all of it, cause some of my spring clothing is on top of my bed in beths room, in marys room. it ( Read more... )

why is it that i am always so nice and then get screwed? i mean even by my b/f and my best friend? i go w/ them to cardinals nest or dennys or w/ josh to mitzis all the damn time, about half the time when i dont want to. especially when i dont even buy anything. then tonight when i wanna go to the sac to get food and not cardinals nest they ( Read more... )

it is seven in the morning. i have not been to bed but im wide awake. ash and i decided to stay awake all night before leaving around seven thirty for the gameday stuff at freedom hall w/ biernetzky. work tonight was ok. all but one of the managers was cool. its hard when they just throw you in there in the middle of dinner rush. shelly, one ( Read more... )

thank you ally and mike for waking me up at 7 or a little after this morning. seriously could you have been any louder? i dont think that girl knows how to whisper. josh or i never hears mike when hes there by himself. idk. a certain group of people have been annoying me a ton lately. but quite frankly ive come to expect certain things from ( Read more... )

so its 330 in the morning and i decided a little confessional was in order. i really miss josh... i really think he might be the one. i know i know we havent been dating that long but i just know. everyone says you just know when youve met the one and i know. deep in my heart i know that josh is my soul mate. i love him so much. more than he ( Read more... )

so i finally registered for classes. im taking math 105 (i know a sinfully easy class but hey i like gpa boosters), german 121 (i heart german), english 101 (ah its english it can only be so hard) and acting non majors (ive always wanted to take a theatre class). im glad i got around to registering. it makes me feel better, however it does not ( Read more... )

yay for networking and such. today we figured out how to play mario against each other on the internet. then we figured out some sort of remote desktop so that we could control the music thats on ashs comp upstairs from downstairs on my comp. just thought i would share this w/ all of you.

so break will be fun and interesting. im at ashs for now till the 21st. then im at joshs till at least the 28th. but possibly longer if his mom is cool w/ it. shes afraid that my mom will get mad at her but s3e wont. josh said that once his mom understands that its not a matter of me going home or not its whether im here or there. i think ( Read more... )