Shhhhhhhhh

Sometimes I can be so ungrateful for what I have.  I want more from my life but I am to scared to do anything about it.  Then I remember how much worse it could be and I hate myself for being so selfish.  I hate this back and forth bullshit.  I just want to be happy.

365 days later and it's clear this circle only has one corner.

It's odd but I keep coming back here. As the fads come and the fads go I still end up...here. When one social networking sites fades another rises to take it's place. And sure enough that too falls the same ill fate of it's predecessor.

Facebook has slowly diminished with a never ending ( Read more... )

LiveJournal is like a graveyard for all the people I used to know ( Read more... )

So I receive this email today:

From: Whocares ( Read more... )

Man what a crazy day yesterday at work. The details are irrelevant but some of my users, as great as they are, drive me bonkers sometimes ( Read more... )

Guess who's the new [Microsoft Systems Management Server] Administrator ( Read more... )

Good news is I picked up 3 shirts for myself yesterday. Merry Xmas Jay!! ;) Also today I snatched up a new power supply for my father's Xmas present. Maybe I'll even supply him with free computer tech support and install it for him ^_^

The bad news...fucking servers are still crashing!!

This month has been full of near misses and close calls. And with December looming on the horizon this must be a taste of things to come ( Read more... )

Well I got fucked on getting a new computer though work. Son of a bitch! It turns out that you have to work a full year as a "regular" employee. Not quite sure what "regular" means but I may be able to contest it seeing as I've worked as a "regular" term employee for 2+ years ( Read more... )