im very bad and selfish. i cant explain tho too private i just want to say that i feel like shit ( Read more... )

yesterday i helped joe and cathy move. they have a really nice apartment...i also helped adam and megan a little too but adam had most his friends help. i did give adam the note saying thank you just like megans and joes. joe took me to see where roy died. i thought he almost started crying. megan and adam invited me and joe back to their apartment ( Read more... )

yesterday i started an actual day at work. i didnt mind becuz there were quite a bit of people shopping for last minute school clothes and some were really HOT GUYS ( Read more... )

i have to register for classes august 30th...the highschool starts school tomorrow i wish i was going cuz i am going to miss it very much ( Read more... )

no one understands me. i strive to make other people happy becuz it makes me happy. i understand that not everyone is going to be my friend but i dont want them as enemies either. its the way i am. and when i care for someone as deeply as i care for certain people, i strive to make them happy and joyful all the time. even if they treat me like shit ( Read more... )

I GOT A JOB! I GOT A JOB ( Read more... )

yea i dunno i wanted a stupid title ( Read more... )

so i am not dating anyone right now. i really wasnt before. it was more like friends with benefits and then unofficially dating. yea its crazy...he was more like protecting me from a stalker seriously i have one! eh and i am really going to kick his ass...long story ( Read more... )

guys are pricks and nothing ever changes that even when i thought i found a guy that would treat me better than the last. hm...yea i have one guy that wants in my pants that i have grown up with. another that i really really like thats just playing me like a fucking fool. and another that asked me to marry him after i told him i just want to be ( Read more... )

wow lots have been happening i been to busy to update this thing sorry ( Read more... )