i've always been the kind of man that never let anyone else define me. that shit will never change.

it's like looking at a deflated version of your life. you need that air to form anything. and after a while you start blowing it up again and become partially inflated. then you contribute and make me whole again. every time i'm depressed about what i didn't accomplish you make me feel better. every time i am insecure you're there to make me ( Read more... )

where the fuck did you go? yes, you. reading this shit.. you dead? you lose your fingers and can't write anymore? no one care anymore? don't care to show the inner thoughts? only good enough to vent or stalk? can't write or talk? put pen to paper, finger to button and move the friends page into a scrolling story of whatever you're doin. ( Read more... )

See I'm depressed lately, but nobody understands ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wanna make money ( Read more... )

i want to look back at this summer as the summer where i said fuck you to all the critics. anything that was a mystery or uncertainty before this summer i want to look back on from above it. i want to write down somewhere someday that i made a pact with myself and for the first time i lived up to my word to myself. i didn't cheat myself with my ( Read more... )

close to being made out of stone. close to being what i want to be. close to being complete ( Read more... )

"The idea that I can't share my problems with other people makes me not give a shit about their problems."

"You forget what you want to remember and you remember what you want to forget."

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i am overwhelmed by my ambition. i want sooo many different things out of my life and in the near future i just cannot see me catching up to the middle of the pack again. i have lost my way among the rat race and drifted to the rear. i always thought i was a late breaker. i can catch up, but i am not sure if i will do so in enough time. maybe ( Read more... )