i am so resilient, i recover quickly.

i just want to disappear.

...when you're not as happy as you should be. i don't know what to do. i try. i am trying. but it's just not enough.

how can one man be so endlessly disappointing????

you say you're weak, you won't let me down. you lie through your teeth, you smile in your sleep.

.....and douse me in fire.

i don't have many socks left. jaxon takes most of them. he has perfectly good toys, but he would rather steal my clothing.....

Truth: I don't see the point of me going to school. Not last semester, not this semester. It's only something to do. When I'm busy without it, what's the point? Earning a pointless degree to not get a job in the field that I want? Apparently so? Let's move far away. Please? I can barely stand this humid air anymore.

enrique davis, jerrell powe, ashlee palmer, greg hardy, and dexter mccluster. just a few names to get tattooed to your brain. rebels are ready to flood. i should copyright that.... :)

the future for me is as certain as what i'll eat tomorrow. and in each case, i don't know what i want. i don't want to go to school and earn a degree, only to not use it. like my sister, among others. it seems like it's more and more common these days ( Read more... )

are you stealing chapters from my diary and passing them off as your own? or are you the mere shadow of the man that i was last year? welcome to the days of endless reminiscence and forlorn, petty, mundane existence. you FUCKED up ( Read more... )

i wanna bring everyone together, not push everyone further apart. talk about it. learn from it, but don't hold grudges. i promise we're trying and if we're not we're definitely thinking about you.

Where is this love? I can't see it, I can't touch it. I can't feel it. I can hear it. I can hear some words, but I can't do anything with your easy words.