Created a new journal. Name is rose_ophelia. I wanted it to just be ophelia, but it was taken. No good names left on livejournal!!

Again, not such a good few days. Today better than yesterday though, but I'll go back and begin at the beginning ( Read more... )

Not my best day. Today was the kind of day when I think I'll never get better, never be happy. Maybe it's because I haven't spoken to Luca. I don't know. At the moment I only have one question; What's wrong with me that no one I love stays ( Read more... )

I was caught. Luca came up here on the train yesterday, Bernice, Hannah, Rowan and I met him at the station. We talked for a while, then me and Luca left. Bernice and Hannah stayed at the station and got stoned with Rowan ( Read more... )

Seeing Luca today. I don't know how long for, but I'm meeting him off the train in about an hour. Unfortunatly, there's a storm, so we'll be walking around Featherston in the pouring rain. Mum thinks I'm meeting Bernice and Hannah in town ( Read more... )

Went to Wellington, Luca met me at the train station. Very, very strange looks toward the both of us. Him being 19 and all. His hair caught some glances also ( Read more... )

And it happens. Just when everything's going okay for once, I fall in love. Again. With my best friends brother. What a wonderful life this is ( Read more... )

Haven't been updating as much as I was. Don't know why. Anyways, the short and short of it all is that I am very possibly what many people would call a hermit. Quite sad really, and yet occasionally I love not talking to many people, rarely leaving my house. Almost cut off from society. I wake up, go to school, survive the day in hell with ( Read more... )

Wonderful day. Chris is insane and only loved Bernice out of pity, Zoe's more insane than last year and I'm becoming a hermit. Fantastic. I can't speak to Bernice because of the whole boarding thing and Luca won't reply. I have no one else to talk to (wow I'm loved ( Read more... )

It happened. Bernice blew me off for Chris. I understand it, but it still hurts. Now I'm just sitting here, writing this, two conversation windows open, but no one talking. Wow, I'm loved (sarcastic voice). I still don't understand why Luca wants to talk to me... I doubted he knew who I was ( Read more... )