well, things in the recent past have gotten a lot better, but things have also not been so great. Everything I look forward to, whether it be for the day, month or year, always gets shit on and turned into a giant dissappointment. I'm so fucking sick of it. When will the day come when I can be excited about something that can't be turned into a ( Read more... )

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so fuckin bored. I've been cleaning since I got up. it's ridiculous. But it was needed. And the weird part about it is that I'm not strung out on speed. haha. But seriously I was only doing it cuz I was bored, and I cleaned a whole hell of a lot in the past 7 hours. I can't get a hold of anyone. it sucks. I need new friends. haha. I hang out with ( Read more... )

I hate being awake this early in the morning. I got off work at 230am, then I slept till about 630am, and I've just been sitting on the computer the whole time. I tried to play the let's wake people up game, but that didn't work out so well. And it's not like there's anything to do, or anywhere that's open for me to go to. I'm trying to get back on ( Read more... )

I'm super bored. Lately I've been doing nothing but sleeping till like 4 and then sitting on the computer all day till I have to go to work playing on myspace, downloading rap albums, and smoking too many cigarettes. If I'm not sitting here, I'm sitting in Destiny's basement smoking bud and watching tv or playing video games. what a fun fun life ( Read more... )

getting drunk at bars, going to raves in central IL....that's about the only interesting things going on in my life. fun, eh?

my licence plate ripped off my car in a storm. I don't have a licence and with no plates I'll get pulled over in a second. now I'm stuck at home. lame.

halloween was fun. I didn't stop smoking...that lasted almost a week, but I started and haven't not smoked a day since. oh well. haha. Margo's party was fun. I got really drunk. Oops. haha

yeah...that's about it. I gotta go to work soon

Oh yeah, friday is my birthday. Come party with me. I don't know where or whatever, but I bet it will be fun.

so It's almost 7am and I'm still awake. I was bored and drove around till my parents went to work, then came home. Now I'm sitting here with a gin and tonic. I'll probably take my sister to school so I can use the car today. I need to go get some shit to dye my hair. I don't know what I want to do yet, but I'm sure after a few more gin and tonics ( Read more... )

Why is it that there's only something fun to do when I am working and not when I have off? I was so bored today and I ended up going to Target and spending money that I really shouldn't, being that I have a million dollars in tickets to pay off. I think my car is on it's last legs...wheels, whatever. Actually, 3 of the wheels are fine, but one of ( Read more... )

fuck it.