back from camp. i had fun but it would have been more fun if dj and kate and alex were there. alexa remember? do you feel awkward when ppl ask u that stuff..." no not at all,....ok..maybe a little " lol.and another thing ....."kyle wered u come from" ..."i came from a night of passion." lmao1!! woo good times at god camp. yeeha. lol. i g2g..bye

i have to go to camp today, yay! i like camp. but anyways, yesterday was a pretty bad day with just and.............paul.....but it made it better when i went shopping with cassie after. so nothing else really happened but i wont be back till sunday afternoon so...ill c ya way later, bye

thanks DJ, i may be to sensative, or so u may say, but atleast u still got my back :-D thanks again. c ya at camp

<3 ya

just face it u guys., life sux until you die. and u know it, u all know it. and i think im starting to fall for some1 i already went out with, for like a week. lol....he knows who he is, and i dont want to fall for some1 again, it hurts to much in the end. im not listening to my heart ever again, and my hearts lucky that i dont just stop it from ( Read more... )

i slept over cassies for the whole weekend, it was bomb. and next weekend i have camp and then the weekend after i have the prom and music festival....yeeha....but all i can think about is suicide :'(....i wish my life would just...end...right now........:'( i g2g bye

i love you justin even though u dont feel the same way

well, justins buying the dance tickets tomorrow i guess, for junior prom. and i hope i can sleep over cassies tomorrow. cause i love hanging out with cassie its mad fun. and i have to teach justin how to dance cause i LOVE dancing!!! i feel a little better today. id feel better if i still had justin :'( i love him more than words can explain, and i ( Read more... )

wow, so....my life sucks. i pretty much lost the most important thing in my life :'( and idk if i can get him back. cause amanda asked him out and he told me he said no, but he told her that he'd think about it. idk if he just didnt want to hurt her, or if hes telling us two different things. but before i jump to conclusions im gonna talk to him. ( Read more... )

the semi was fun, but it would have been more fun with justin there :(. but i still had fun. ppl asked me to dance, and cassie tryed to make me grind with like this senior kid, who happened to be quite hot. but he may be nice or whatever, but hes not justin :'( and i dont love that kid, but i do love justin. :'( and i hope he'd realize that. and ( Read more... )

From this moment life has begun ( Read more... )

tomorrow is the semi, im not excited. im not going to dance with anyone, im not going to dance at all. ok maybe a little. my world is crashing down lately. like totaly dead, killed, into a million peices. and and all i can think about it killing myself, or hurting myself, or ppl. i have a lot a rage. and the mood that justin left me in today is ( Read more... )