today is saturday, and its raning really hard. god i hate rain so f-ing much. i went to justins yeaterday with ramen noodles and nipples. lol. it was fun. and i could have slept over but i went out without permission in the first place so i got in trouble. we'll try next weekend, or the weekend after. if my mom doesnt like it she can take it up the ( Read more... )

today i went to justins house, and at frist he palyed sleeping beauty, and i didnt realize it so i didnt kiss him. and then it was so late after that. and im pissed. because its stupid that he makes up little games. if you want to kiss me, just do it. dont play games damnit. lol i g2g bye

love you justin

today i stayed home "sick", lol. and my and alyssa went to justins house to get my bike, but i snuck past his mom and then alyssa couldnt get in the damn window. but i got my bike, and then i left from justins and gave hime a hug. and he thought he looked bad but i thought he looked fine. he always thinks he looks bad when he really doesnt. but o ( Read more... )

i havent writen in a while, sorry. but ok, friday i played man hunt in a cemetary with cassie, sara, justin, joe, and jamie was there but had to go home early. and idk y, but she got in mad trouble. iv heard a lot of stuff from people. about stuff like "justin doesnt really lovr you, hes had so many g/f's he doesnt know what love is" or stuf like " ( Read more... )

today i got my dress for junior prom. and its the prettiest thing iv ever owned. its red and strap less, with sparkles at the top, and the back is like a corset, and the dress is really really pretty. so this time jamies mom cant call it ugly. anyways, justins not online right now, but he scared me today, he freaked out and i was crying and stuff ( Read more... )

today was boring, and i went over justins after school and stuff. i love justin so much :( but i get the intention that he doesnt love me. i hear stuff from people and stuff....girls...that say what he used to do....but if he did it to them, that he does to me, than he probably doesnt mean it :'(. idk...i cant wait till cassies. it'll be fun. i ( Read more... )

today joe and justin came over. and cassie got aim...yay...lol. me and cassie decided that we are gonna wear tiaras to the semi, this is exciting. lol, next weekend i hope to hang out and play man hunt with cassie and friends. i love my friends. lol. justin was supposed to find a song for us, but i dont think he ever did. what a fucker. anyways. i ( Read more... )

im excited now about hanging out with cassie.......we are gonna play man hunt in her dads cemetary....YAY! anyways....tomorrow my mom said the guys can come over as long as they come here, cause i cant go anywhere. i g2g....bye

love you justin

ps...i found stuff out i dont want to know about justin :'(

today was good. i went to justins .....i wish it was just me and justin. without joe.......joe went f-ing crazy today. he made me cry cause he had a knife.and he knows that im trying to stay away from knives, and its things like this that make me want to hurt myself. but anyways, im ok now.....and someday me and justin will get to hang out just us ( Read more... )

today i went to justins and stuff with cassie and joe. it was great. and i think justin looks really good in his uniform. ;-) lol. anyways....tomorrow i hope to hang out with justin and joe. cause me and justin were supposed to hang out tomorrow just us. cause joe gets wicked gay about everything. and when justin trys to kiss me....joe acts like ( Read more... )