speaking words silently ( Read more... )

now that im not needed
i'm not wanted either.

isn't it just funny how stuff like that works out?

and watch.
i'm just going to get forgotten about.

no worries though, because i will make myself forget about you to.

that's just how i do.

and you know it.

and i dont know why ( Read more... )

i want you here
close to me
so i can push you away
so maybe i will see

i want you back so much
and i know you dont feel the same
or the fact that you dont like me
i wish somehow i could win this game.

hopefully i can stop
but im not making any swears
because i dont know what i see in you
but to you, you just dont care

what was loved is lost ( Read more... )

i hold my breath ( Read more... )

to feel ugly all the time?
to feel not good enough?
to feel like i have to be someone else?
to feel fat?

do you know how hard it is?
how much i would rather be with you.
how beautiful you made me feel.

i actually felt like i was worth something.

tell me a lie
make something up
anything nice

to make me feel better about myself

think of something you would tell someone pretty
and then tell it to me
just for some hope
that i can pretend you really mean it

to make me feel beautiful

maybe

be granted the hope that i feel ( Read more... )

the thing i want so bad ( Read more... )