1. letting my emotion motivate me instead of reason. especially when that emotion misguides me. for more than one person on more than 1 occasion i've let my feelings take the reins when they're at their strongest and admitting i like them, probably with the wrong words and the wrong timing. and when the feelings weren't mutual or weren't willing or ( Read more... )

i'm imagining the way you say my name
i don't know when
i'm going to hear it again
my friends can't tell
my laughter from my cries
someone tell this photograph of you
to let go of my eyes.

i always find myself updating at least 3 days after the events.  ha

jenny b. was home last week for thanksgiving, we finally got to hang out.  within only 2 nights we really hit it off and became really close.  oh, abbi too (1 night for her).  we partied at tom's both nights.  saturday night aniasin had a show in the band room, so we went for that, ( Read more... )

hot rude people suck.

friday dave and i got drunk here, the usual.  he fell down my stairs while carrying a plate of mozzerella sticks.  i started singing, "dave and plate fell down the stairs and cheese sticks came tumbling after!"  yeah, i was inebriated.  haha.  then he fell in my basement while looking for a pack of cigarettes that i thought somebody left down there ( Read more... )

an update on what's been going on the past week + 1 day.

last night i went to a cannibal corpse/dying fetus/necrophagist/unmerciful concert in buffalo.  it was kickass.  actually, kickass is an understatement.  scott picked alicia and i up at my house around 4.  we drove back to fredonia and picked up a few of his friends, crammed more than could ( Read more... )

hey, guys.

i haven't logged in for over a week.  aim, either.  it signs me off every 5 minutes or my windows freeze.

my halloween party was awesome.  it's really on rare occasion anymore i get to see everyone together again.  i'm glad i was able to do it.

heavy halloween on tuesday was awesome.  can't wait for the november 10th show.

last night i hung ( Read more... )

straight-edge people that lay judgements upon those who are not.
having to be 21 to purchase/consume alcohol.  you can be 18 to purchase cigarettes/tobacco products, be over your head in credit card debt and get blown to hell over in iraq.  but no, you can't have a beer.
dickhead cops that pull people over because they have nothing better to do or ( Read more... )

i really wish my dad wouldn't walk through the hallway in his underware, assuming that i'm not around.  i wish he would fully clothe himself when walking from my parents' bedroom to the bathroom at night.

got my costume.


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