I started crying today. It's the first time I've really let myself cry in awhile, if I had let myself cry, I would have felt things too much. But today I just let go, I'm still crying actually, I don't really know what about though. Everything really I suppose, it's all coming out in a flood as if the tears could wash the cruelty of life away. I ( Read more... )

I have way too much on my mind right now.
Chris
Boston
School
drifting from everyone again
mike and rachel
Xander
too much candy
school
Jordan
driving with mike(?) and green tea.
hair
computer issues
gauges
my room

possible elaboration later, possibly not as well, who knows.

so here's my new( hair cut )

I haven't written anything in here in a couple weeks, but it feels like so much longer, so I'm just going to highlight what's happened. I wish I knew how to make a bulleted list, because that would be cool right now and I'm far too lazy to look into it to figure it out ( Read more... )

ok, it's better. Not all better, but better *deep breath*

I may be grounded for awhile, explination to follow eventually. Wish me luck so that I'm not grounded? lots and lots of luck please?
oh god I hope this goes well...

Note: Several Dresses have now been removed from the list, please help me keep narrowing it down!! XOXO

Here are some prom dresses I enjoy (the links for each page are below the image, as is a number for you to refer to the dress in commemts by):
( waste my money, and make me pretty! )

When you're on drugs, We are all on drugs ( Read more... )

chris is driving a fucking hour and a half just to see me and like, watch a movie, because I'm sick....
So he's either crazy or the sweetest guy on the face of the earth. I'm thinking the latter.
=D

And if you give a damn, take me baby, or leave me ( Read more... )