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Am I awful for thinking this?
Holla, Barnardo.
(The above is a Hamlet reference.)
It's one in the morning and I have nothing of much importance to do, yet my conscious mind refuses to shut down and give in to a catatonic state of any sort, so I figured I would rant. Rant because this is something that has been on my mind far too often recently for it to probably be healthy, and I ( Read more... ) -
before you know it, it's gone and you're dead again...
Here are my thoughts on my secondary school experience. I'm sorry if it's not very coherent, seeing as
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Sometimes life, it takes you by the hand...
I've decided that keeping random, crappy emotions locked away in my battered shell of a heart is extremely...unhealthy. I really do NOT want to continue breaking down from the smallest things, which I'm sure is the fault of a culmination of bad things rather than the impetus of one bad thing.
So I hope this helps me. It will probably be a ( Read more... ) -
Stress. Art. Spring Break?
It's Spring Break. Finally.
I decided to kill time and hastily draw a self-portrait. I know that this basically defeats the purpose of killing time. Maybe I'll go write something instead.
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Damn Highschool
A summary of my day:
Lost: Physics textbook, notes, and graphing calculator. Tomorrow: Test on electromagnetism and induction that I now cannot study for. To the witty idiot who thought it would be funny to scrawl a "bomb threat" on the wall of a bathroom, putting the school into lockdown and making it impossible to search for my things or find ( Read more... ) -
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Oh, and I never have time for sketching anymore, which makes me very sad.
One day very soon I am going to take my sketchbook, go to a park, and figure draw for a day. Time to get back into it.
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"Where have you been all my life?" "In a cupboard, under some stairs."
I had to look up that spelling of "cupboard." At least I don't spell "program" with an extra 'm' and an 'e' like IB, for no discernible reason that anyone lacking a linguistics degree can decipher.
Speaking of DEGREES, the college process has BEGUN, and...all-caps aside, it's been fine so far. Mainly because I've been trolling the internet searching ( Read more... ) -
"I love this song." "I don't."
My school's Winter Formal was last night. It was a blast, partially because it was so much better than last year's (which was the talk of many a Junior Steering Committee meeting - Winter Formal MUST NOT SUCK AS MUCH AS IT DID LAST YEAR) and because the DJ was also substantially more talented than the one that signed on for last year (it was more ( Read more... ) -
Huhwhat?
I hate it when things go by absurdly fast. Especially when they don't seem like they should...so many things to do, projects to turn in, ad infinitum - too many things to focus on at once. I can barely get a coherent thought down. Which is kind of ironic, because junior year has not been nearly as difficult as I thought it would be, despite me ( Read more... ) -
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I've recently developed an odd fascination for architecture, particularly Gothic/monastery-ish things. Architecture has appeared in my dreams. Weird. I want to incorporate it into writing, since drawing would be a little too...obvious (albeit fun). Unfortunately writers' block has once again reared its ugly head...I'm sure if I bash my head against ( Read more... )