in a life where everyone leads an imperfect path...my path is perfectly imperfect...and i hate it but inside i crave it because i always come back for more...the pain it causes hurts at first but becomes less and less as the days go by...soon its as if its a pattern of my life...a ritual of my secret world that they dont know about............... ( Read more... )

had my 2nd race of the season...i got 15th out of 21...the next race is nov. 21rst at fort ord...today for athlete day i wore my racing suit and helmet...oh man my dad told me last night that this weekend hes going to take me down to yamaha and get me a dirtbike...thats flippin awsome!...im going to get most likely a 2004 YZ250F...anyways not much ( Read more... )

im feeling kinda confused right now and i have some desicions to make that arent going to be so easy...today is monday and im feeling a little reserved...if i had written in this thing on saturday i would have said that i felt shity and depressed i still feel a little of that i just dont understand why things have to happen the way they do...why ( Read more... )

i went biking today....6 miles through toro in about 35 minutes...which is cool because that how long the race is this sunday so its good training....man im so stoked for this race....even though im probably going to come in close to last....today was a good day....i like it mucho....even though i didnt go to open mat because i didnt know when or ( Read more... )

today was fun fun fun.....went to kart practice at the track and my cousin is .4 seconds faster than me ugghhhh......my brother and mom made me mad today because they are stupidheads...im goin surifng tomorrow with dennis wooo!!!...and then bryans bbq...maybe ill bring the old guitar and provide some entertainment...or some noise...k im going to ( Read more... )

today was hump day haha...school was alright today except in 5th period i was really tired and almost fell asleep and my teacher got mad at me...i went to bryans house today for his birthday...his house is so cool....especially with the tecno goin and our white kid dancing...mmm...there is a kart practice this saturday so thats cool yo!...and my ( Read more... )

i did a lot of riding this weekend...like 45 miles or somethin through fort ord and toro...that was cool...im keepin up the grades so i think im going to get my liscence sometime in october....pray for me i could use it haha...i like taking back sunday...with a passion...my grandmas having surgery in stanford tomorrow...something with her heart... ( Read more... )

hmmm lets see...im angry right now and i should'nt be because i dont have the right to be angry right now...and i missed out on the football game where there was reportedly a few fights...which sucks because i would have liked the oportunity to hit somthing...or someone...car show tonight...was cool at the time but sitting here noe im thinking it ( Read more... )

i went riding yesterday and today so i can prepare for riding this weekend with rus and derrick...i just found this 10 mile loop in toro that i havent ridin before it pretty fun its like 5 miles uphill and 2 miles downhill though so its kinda hard and then theres the ride home which is alright....i get to ride by all the cross countryers runnin ( Read more... )

today i scraped paint off the house because were repainting and that tool a long time and it was really hot and the sweat was literally dripping from my hair...in case you wanted to know....i watched the girl next door today....i like that movie....hmmm and i rode my bike a little bit....which by the way i need to take to the shop and get it ( Read more... )