Ok. So it's getting there. I'm so close to what I have always wanted. Now I just don't know what to do when I have it. He calls everyday. I have noooo idea how much this costs via long distance calls, but it's HIM that is calling ME on a daily basis... for no apparent reason. And those random text messages too. Well, caring is ample reason. Finally ( Read more... )

I lied to myself. I've been lying to myself for two years ( Read more... )

And to think that I refuse any new nicknames, they just don't work ( Read more... )

I usually don't give a crap about most things. I'm pretty laid back. But I'm getting a little peeved. There are some things I only speak to a few people about. If I am in a fix and cannot speak to a licensed professional, I call upon these friends. However, I have found a shortage of "these friends." I have noticed that when, and if I choose to ( Read more... )

It's getting so much worse. It has been 6 years since my last neuro-psych evaluation, and I should really go again this summer. My memory and cognitive function has been slowly down the drain. If it isn't bad enough that 75% of the time I feel like I'm losing my mind, most of the time I lose the past and my skills ( Read more... )

I'm sick of this and it's about time I stand up and say something about it ( Read more... )

I step forward, I step back. I step forward, You step back. I step forward, You step forward.

Have you noticed we are looking for the same thing?

But I am the silver. The second in line. The runner-up.

Then the understudy for the one who got sick and never showed up.

And now I'll make you wait.

"Down-stairs we came out through the first-floor dining-room to the street. A waiter went for a taxi. It was hot and bright. Up the street was a little square with trees and grass where there were taxis parked. A taxi came up the street, the waiter hanging out at the side. I tipped him and told the driver where to drive, and got in beside Brett. ( Read more... )

As you all know, St. Patty's day, blah blah blah ( Read more... )

Today was awesome. I woke up really optimistic about my audio midterm... it started at 9:30am, but I really feel good about it. Then I went back to my place and cleaned up (and cleaned my car). Next I went to the film studio to splice together my stuff, and it looks pretty good so far. Then I picked up Brett at the market and went back to my place ( Read more... )