Emocoasters (Read As: Emotional Rollercoasters) = Not Fucking Cool. But I work myself up, I put myself down, I'm the only one to blame. Every thought that runs through my head is stupid. Yeah, I know, feelings and thoughts aren't stupid if it's really how you feel or think or whatever, but they are stupid. Arrgh. Neutral Milk Hotel will make ( Read more... )

Altered layout, pretty home-made icons. I'm quite satisfied. Yes, yes. It means more of... this journal time ( Read more... )

( vital information for the annual oregon escapade )

I'm always jealous of everything. That is all I really wanted to say ( Read more... )

Eric recently described his relationship with Hanna in terms of pancakes. It got me thinking... Where am I in that metaphor, with my own life ( Read more... )

So once again, Sarah feels like a dirty skank. And this time I really am. I should not do such things with boys that are not my boyfriend. Mind you, I don't have a boyfriend, but the lack of such a person means I should not be doing things with anyone. Oy ( Read more... )

I like kissing boys, even if it gets me in trouble.

I remember sitting in the car with Dru and Taylor so long ago, pondering the Josh situation. "What if I just need someone there? Someone I can flirt with and have fun with? Nothing serious. Just fun." They told me it was a bad idea. I asked why. "Because it's JoshDru changed since then. Taylor ( Read more... )

James. James, James, James. Silly boy. I'm taking it very lightly. Very lightly. He is silly and young and a boy (even if he 'lacks' hormones). Yeah, no... Kisses. Please. Not now. Not.. ever..? I love him, as a friend, nothing more. He's very supportive and great but... trying to kiss me isn't going to.. ah.. work? I dunno. I'm like.. woah, that's ( Read more... )

Do you miss me, miss misery

Like you say you do?So if the way he felt didn't change, and there would always be sort of random akward moments, then why'd he go? The only reason I see is the whole smoking issue. But he doesn't want to fall back into it like he was, right? Or does he think I can't help with his problems? Just because I didn't give him ( Read more... )

I stayed home because my cold came back, and I didn't want to be sick for prom. So, around... 10:30, my mom comes in with my prom dress and this really apologetic look on her face. Well, while attempting to alter the dress, she found that it was next to impossible for her to do the job. There were about eight million layers of fabric and boning and ( Read more... )