Sometimes, when it's 9 P.M. on a Tuesday night, and I'm sitting in my apartment all alone reminiscing of my carefree life of a high schooler who couldn't drive, wasn't aloud out past dark, aka 8pm. I wish I had someone who would come over after my mom fell asleep and would take me for ice cream, a walk in the park, a midnight joy ride through the ( Read more... )

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All night long I had completely vivid dreams of receiving phone calls with people telling me it was all a mistake. The Chris called and said he was just in Rhode Island, and never told anyone. Why my dreams said that I don't know, but I woke up praying to see an updated Facebook status or anything at all from him. I think it's going to take a while ( Read more... )

I don't even know where these tears came from, but they won't stop. I can't even think. I want to run somewhere, but I can't move. I have been fortunate enough to have never lost a friend until now. I keep thinking I'm just going to bump into him this weekend at a show or out at the bar. Bmann will be missed forever.5/13/09 RIP

It's been awhile since I last wrote I suppose. My life has changed more than I ever thought it could in the span of 3 months. To summarize,...I got a new job in NY. On April 15th Nate and I moved into our new apartment in Manhattan, however I did most of the moving because he's not home obviously. So far the new job is okay. It gets really boring, ( Read more... )

So although I'm not longer going to school I feel like I'm finally doing something with my lifee.! About two weeks ago I posted an ad on Craigslist looking to be a Nanny in Manhattan and last thursday a woman emailed me. I interviewed on Saturday Morning in their Park Ave gorgeous beyond belief apartment, and today I got a call telling me I got the ( Read more... )

Lots and Lots has been going on lately. Last week I withdrew from all of my classes, so I'm not longer going to school. Everyone asks why and I really don't have just one answer. I just was really unhappy. First I was unhappy at Montclair and thought maybe I just miss nate, or maybe I just don't like this school. But this whole semester I've been ( Read more... )

I'm currently in Georgia,...a mile from Florida and the weather is wonderful. My brother got stationed here about 9 months ago and this is the first time I've seen his new house. It's so nice and I love being with my family. My sister-in-law (Jen)'s family always does "find the pickle" in the tree, and whoever finds it gets a gift. So tonight my ( Read more... )

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It's currently 5am and I have to wake up in 2 hours to work all day. Sweet. I miss Nate. I feel like people who read this get sick of me saying that. I get sick of saying it too, it'd be great if I never had to miss him ( Read more... )