I have been unable to do a lot of things I would typically be doing because of my recent surgery. However, it has opened doors to new activities ( Read more... )

I have recurring dreams about tornadoes. I don't know why. I looked up "tornadoes" on a dream interpretation database online. It says:

The coming of the storm/tornado further reiterates the turmoil that is occurring in your waking life. A relationship or situation is eating away at you and potentially dangerous to your well-being. Storms are also ( Read more... )

I just wish things could be okay again.

It hurts a place deep inside me.
And I don't know what to do.

"I'm tired of people judging me by my cigarettes!"

and

"Black people've been making lemonade since the dawn of time."

I went ice skating for the first time in my life today, and I loved it. I made two friends, Aleena and Morgan, who were about seven years old and could show me up any day. I fell twice (the first time being Doug's fault) and have a bruise on my knee to prove it. However, one of the guys who worked there said I skated very well - especially it being ( Read more... )

Today, as I was on my way to the tanning salon, I found a little bird laying on the pavement. It was small (I'm assuming it was a baby) and a pea-green color. It was laying with its head on the pavement as if it couldn't get up. I figured it had broken a leg. So I picked it up and it sat upright in my hand. I called a veterinary hospital who gave ( Read more... )

Am recovering who I am ( Read more... )

It's six in the morning. I'm doing laundry. I have a mythology exam in five hours -- and I haven't really studied. The entire purpose of my being up right now is to study but instead I find myself taking out the trash, washing clothes, washing dishes, etc.

I've been making some bad decisions lately. I used to be so focused.

I feel better this morning than I did last night. Not entirely better, but better. Dr. Dock didn't pick on me today, which was nice for a change. I went back to therapy. I have a lady named Melissa, who is new, meaning she's being supervised. She's no Anne Boone, but she'll do just fine. Whenever I tell her anything, she makes little sounds and ( Read more... )

I don't know why I'm doing it again.