so it is wierd that i am writing this because i know that no one has probably ever read my journal and probably never will. but i need to vent. i have never wanted to hurt someone so much. i don't know if my feelings are just hurt so tremendously or if i am just pissed beyond belief. i just want to put my head in a pillow and suffocate. it ( Read more... )

Ok, wow. I have finally put things into perspective. I think. Well, I hope. Basically, I have decided to make things awesome ( Read more... )

Thia just gets harder and harder.

Well, the past few days I have had a lot of fun. At first the best buy here was not so great. I tried to act grown up and "cool". but let's face it- that isn't me! hehe so the girls that did not like me before now say i am "off da chain" so that is fun. mitch and jonathan have been staying with us the past few days and they have been great ( Read more... )

I did not get to see the people i wanted to before i left. i really wanted to say good bye the right way.

It's a new day and a good friend made me start a journal. Sometimes I go overboard so I am not so sure this is a good thing. I leave for college on Saturday. I know I should be excited but I am so sad. I am finally happy where I am. I love my job and all the people there. They are all great. I absolutly adore the kids I sit for- I think I ( Read more... )