do you want to die alone? me neither. it seems inevitable at this point in my life though. as soon as i have something to look forward to, it seems like it is snatched away from me. i have lost 8 pounds and this makes me happy, however i just ate a muffin and feel terrible about it. i hate that i feel bad eating. whenever i start to eat, i ( Read more... )

i am happy. even though my roommates hate me. for the first time, in a long time, im not worried abotu the way things are goin to turn out. because they will work out for the best. I think i have changed a lot since i have been here ( Read more... )

today. i broke all my nails when i started painting cabinets at 8 am. it would have been 9 but i am an idiot and forgot about the time change from tallahassee. sigh. i worked painting until 4 and then tried to scrape all the paint off. but it is still all over my body. i honestly wonder how there is paint on my back?? who knows. i then went ( Read more... )

i. want. him. and. him. and. him. and him. and. him.

for the moment. i am happy.

so i think this is not so good that the only time i get sick is when i have two exams i have today, two presentations i have to make on thursday and two finals that i have on monday. shit shit shit shit. ahhhh i just don't know why now? really. this is effed up

i love being home. i have not been this happy in so long. i see certain people and get so happy. i mean i love my job here. today i saw bryan whom i adore more than cocoa puffs. there is something about agent duck that he can always make me smile. i love my job here so much. i love the people. i think that there is an awesome team up front ( Read more... )

things are better already. I miss my friends in destin. i will see them soon though. yay. i have no money. i mean none. but still, things will be great. just another month till scholarship monies come in. woot woot yo. by the way. i love boys. imean all of them ( Read more... )

when the tears come streaming down your face.........i need someone to fix me ( Read more... )

people will talk. they always do. and i would love to say that i don't care about what people think. but i do. but i am not going to care anymore in regards to boys. i think i have been so paranoid my entire life about this. i always would wonder what people would think if i was with this guy or that guy. i think that is why i havne't dated ( Read more... )

ooooooooooooooch. i just flat ironed my ear. but still i am thankful for my CHI. i am also thankful for the obvious. i am thankful for my friends. all of them are great. truly they are. i am thankful that i can be friends with everyone....even if they are enemies with each other. did that make any sense? it did to me!! i am thankful for ( Read more... )