I need help... I need to know when it's going to get better.

Who has experience in heart break?

I hope you happy...

that you made me so unbelievably unhappy.

Well... last night was a night of firsts (heh...). Surprisingly enough, heartbreak was not one of them.

I guess I just care too much to give up that easily

Oy

Well ladies and gentleman, I would like to introduce you to what's looking to be the makings of my very first broken heart!

Things aren't for sure yet

But that doesn't make it hurt any less

It's not perfect

But at least it's better

I can only hope for baby steps

Sometimes life just f-ing hurts

Sometimes I wished that it, or you for that matter never happened

I don't know how much longer I can wait

I don't sleep well, I don't eat well

Weird how you can be so happy and then so horrible in a week

And I don't even know for sure what's going to happen

Does anyone even read this anymore?

I've become one of those kids that updates about once every 65439846854864 days.... which I can live with because my life is pretty boring anyways ( Read more... )

So went to my friend Jason's house to watch the game tonight (which we soooo won by the way... but just barely. Ha Ryan!) all was cool and stuff until a few boys decided to be jerks so I got pissed. Fast forward to my boyfriend calling and me being kind of a butthead to him cuz I'm in a bad mood. I feel bad now because he's awesome ............ ( Read more... )

So let's recap. Friday night we had a "get together" here at the apartment. Me and my lovely roommate decided it kinda sucked so we blew off our own party to go to TEP's (that's Tau Epsilon Phi for the greek impaired)Around the World Party which actually turned out to be so much fun. When we came home there was still a bunch of people over and lo ( Read more... )