I have come to terms to what I can have and what I can't have in life. I feel so stupid sometimes, as if I've wasted so much time going after my goal for so long yet unable to do anything but accept the fact that it is impossible. Perhaps it was too idealistic. Perhaps it's just too much to ask. There are no regrets though, just valuable lessons ( Read more... )

...forget your first love.
...start on any of your assignments.
...hit the books.
...move on from the past.
...stop habits, especially bad ones.

...for an indefinite time, haha. Life's been so hectic lately, after the break-up, I now have family issues, problems with some friends and of course my financial situation. Sigh. Well, despite these setbacks, I have made a decision to not look back and just keep on pushing forward ( Read more... )

You know, not to sound suicidal (although I am going to sound like it), but I'm beginning to lose the will to live. Funny thing is, I don't really know why ( Read more... )

...for the past 2 weeks anyway ( Read more... )

Hmmm this is interesting. It descibes what I want in a relationship:

The Five Love Languages
My primary love language is probably
Quality Time
with a secondary love language being
Words of Affirmation.

Complete set of results
Quality Time: 12Words of Affirmation: 7Acts of Service: 5Physical Touch: 4Receiving Gifts: 2

Information
Unhappiness in ( Read more... )

Has anyone watched "The Omen" yet? Brrr...it's creepy and I recommend it. Ok well most people would say it isn't but I'm sure most people who are familiar with Christianity or the issues on the end of times would know that this movie is just scary. Scary as in that the movie is about events that are going to happen. Don't believe me? Read the book ( Read more... )

Hmmm...the past few days have been spent wondering on what I have been doing with my life. Don't think I have been making the best of it, sigh. I have been smoking for the past one month, a habit which I actually quit a long time ago. I have been wallowing in sin too much and this needs to end, now ( Read more... )

Crap. My team, the Detroit Pistons just lost to the Miami Heat. Stupid Shaquille O' Neal and Dwayne Wade!

I had a really terrible nightmare last night. I was an army sergeant ordered to stay in a room with windows and my captain was this really lazy guy who was always surfing the Net with his laptop in the middle of a really spacious room ( Read more... )