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[nomad_21]

I used to be someone who could trust people easily, accepting them in my circle. Due to certain events in my younger years, I slowly changed from my naive ways and realised that the world is just a bad place. I just became harder and slowly but surely built this wall around me. Yeah people might think I'm pretty outgoing and friendly but beneath it

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[_kagekiyo_]

This 'wall' your talking about is called the 'forc..' wait, i mean your personal space.

Just as how you'd keep a reasonably 'safe' distance from somebody you've just met, the same applies here. It's not that you don't want to sit near to her/him(okay that sounded gay for the moment) - you just not entirely sure of that person will allow you to do so.

The word, 'trust' is too damn fragile.

People can feel lonely in a crowd of people - the useless/unproductive talk, the stares, the displaced reactions. I feel that all the time and i just live with it.

That feeling - you'd be able to sort out by yourself. As long as it doesn't become a major obstacle for others to reach out to you, thats all that matters. You know who they are.

[nomad_21]

Yeah I know and I'm getting used to it =)

join the club . . .

[mizzvickz]

as much as we may feel envious of friends who have steady and seemingly huge cliques, i personally am happy with 3 to 4 close friends who'll be there for me all the time..
coz i think it's harder for one whole clique to get acquainted. there's bound to be bitching and back stabbing in bigger groups.
:)
and whenever i feel alone at times, i think of my family because knowing that i have them doesn't make me feel alone :)

Re: join the club . . .

[nomad_21]

Yeah but my family...hmmm

Well thanks for the words of wisdom Vic, really =)