...i ain't no hero, in the night ( Read more... )

last night i dreamt i was back at hamilton. the farmhouse had changed, had a swirling fancy staircase, and the new people who lived there were in the process of painting it purple and pink (alternating bands). i found this fairly repulsive and made mention of it. and that didn't seem to bother anyone. then i went to my room and it was similar to ( Read more... )

why have i been waking up so early? and what is my life going to be like if i don't find a position? i don't think i can stay home all day every day. should i be looking for other jobs ( Read more... )

again. again again again. and again. why do i bother convincing myself it won't happen again ( Read more... )

i wouldn't have a headache right now. but then again birds get swooped up and clawed and killed by hawks. so i mean, i guess this isn't so bad ( Read more... )

last night i was working at the carnivale party and this girl came over to me, touched her hand to my shoulder and said, it's okay, before returning to her awkward dance moves ( Read more... )

party in honor of my gma tonight. can only be described as fah-byuu-luss. so many people and so much love and wonderful flowing of free alcohol and delicious foods. i want all that love and stuff in my life when i'm grandma's ripe old age. i also want the connections she has. gma doesn't flaunt her money. but hot damn can her friends/former ( Read more... )

itchy achy sore throat scratching hacking and this is not what i need. and i'm ready to leave. this is not the place it used to be ( Read more... )

in the last twenty-four hours i've walked more than i probably have in ( Read more... )