I had a dream last night that I was at work, and we were having a Lebanese food fundraiser. I sat down and started eating this BBQ chicken (which I very much doubt is Lebanese food). Then I realized that I was still on my diet. I had just forgotten and started eating like a maniac. After I realized this, I continued eating anyway, but then I felt ( Read more... )

Weekend went well ( Read more... )

It's now Day 3 ( Read more... )

Today was better than yesterday in a lot of ways. I didn't feel naseous drinking the shakes. I went to class this morning and it was okay. I drank one of the shakes at my desk, and nobody really took notice. Not that I really care though, I only see these people for three hours a week and I couldn't even tell you half of their names. Besides, it's ( Read more... )

The third shake today was another vanilla. I was at work this time, and it definatly tasted like plastic. I got a headache and felt kind of lightheaded after, and now I'm nauseous again.

I don't think the nausea is directly related to the shakes. I think it might be my body adjusting to not eating solid food. Buuut these chalk-y medicine-y shakes ( Read more... )

I had my first shake this morning at about 11:30. It was chocolate and seemed to taste okay. Kinda gritty and medicine-y, but I didn't have to force it down or anything. I had some moderate abdominal cramping. Then I craved cottage cheese and pickles ( Read more... )

The biggest thing in my life right now is this crazy diet I'm on. I was referred by my doctor to this program at one of the hospitals. It's a non-profit program, and most of it ($5000) is covered by OHIP (public health care) but I had to pay $3000 out of pocket. I took out a loan though, and my fiance co-signed for me ( Read more... )