Down 37 lbs ( Read more... )

Weighed in last night. Lost another 3.5 lbs which means I'm down 30.5 lbs. I'm sick and I feel like I'm dying, so I haven't eaten in two days. I don't really care. I slept all day today and now it's 1am and I'm kinda awake. I don't think I've ever gotten sick so much in my life, but I guess when you're losing weight your immune system is probably ( Read more... )

The other day I had a craving for a Big Mac. I'm not a big fan of McDonalds in general, especially after having worked there for a period of time during my youth. Still, if I do go to McDonalds I would never order a Big Mac. It's not my thing ( Read more... )

Down another 7 lbs for a total of 27 lbs. I managed to lose 3 lbs of muscle though so the doctor is really pressing getting at least 3 shakes down just to get enough calories in. He even suggested that I eat some foods in place of a shake if I couldn't drink enough.... eggs, cottage cheese, or chicken.... but I'd rather not. I'm in this for the ( Read more... )

Weigh-in was today. I'm down another 6 lbs. That means I'm down 20 lbs. total ( Read more... )

Still doing well. I lost another 2.5 lbs. According to my scale I've lost more, but I usually weigh myself in the morning wearing less clothing so I'm sure that's why ( Read more... )

Life has been busy lately, with the semester winding up. I haven't had as much time to write ( Read more... )

I feel much more positive about today ( Read more... )

So, the shakes make me sick. Plain a simple. I tried dividing the fourth shake into the other three, and no luck. Now I can't finish the other three. I feel gross, I'm always nauseous. My poop hasn't been solid since Sunday ( Read more... )

 I've completely given up the vanilla shakes. I only had four chocolate shakes left this morning, so I've only eaten two today and I'm only eating two tomorrow. It's only two days so it won't kill me. I am so disgusted by the vanilla that it is literally turning me off the whole idea of dieting anyway, and I don't want that to happen. It's better ( Read more... )