So wow... It's almost been a year since I've done anything on here. Needless to say, not much has changed, I hate my current job, I hate school, and I still feel the same way I did two years ago... >.> I mean sure tons of things have happened in between, but those things just kinda sum it all up. :P I have a myspace now, not that anyone looks at ( Read more... )

I wish that I could just act like I'm friends with them, but in reality just talked to them only when necessary and ignore them anyother time. Because, thats the right thing to do an all.

So I haven't posted anything in this thing for awhile, so I thought it was about time I did. A lot of things have happened. I moved to Florida, gained a family and lost a friend. I don't regret a single thing that has happened to me in the past four months. Maybe before that there are things I regret, but thats a different story. I thought that ( Read more... )

I honestly don't think I'm meant to be happy. I don't care what anyone says. It seems to me once everything gets good and I'm happy, I ruin it. I'm over emotional, I cause people to be pushed away. I hope that someday I can be happy. I hope that I can learn to love myself. I want to be good enough.

I haven't updated in a while. Things have changed. I quit GameStop and my last day is on the 29th of this month. Not that I was any good at it anyway. I'm happy I did, so in response I had a good day yesterday. It just sucks because I was having a good day until someone kept asking if I was going to be ok... :/ I'm not mad or upset. I just, for the ( Read more... )

So my weekend was good. I had happy moments and bad ones. Pretty much this spring break is just been okay. Thats it. Just okay. I mean I have a Playstation 2 now. I'm getting back into FFVII. I just feel blah. Not necessarily in a bad way either. I cleaned my room yesterday for 4 hours. I vaccuumed today and did my own laundry. I dunno. There is so ( Read more... )

This year is probably going to be the worst spring break evar! I just have this feeling. I have a bunch of crap to do for homework. I dunno. I can't think right now.

Happy.

So not only can you not access Penny Arcade, you can no longer access MySpace. Oh well....

Other news. I had the best day evar yesterday. Billy is amazing. He always has been. I'm pretty sure he always will be. I got roses >.

So not only do most of the teacher's that I have not teach you, a lot of the time they don't know what they are talking about, and they act like you are retarded... BUT PENNY ARCADE IS BANNED ON THE FUCKING COMPUTERS IN THE STUDENT CENTER!!! >.< It said I wasn't authorized to look at a page like that. WTF?!?! Jeez. I didn't think that this place ( Read more... )