so kayse is kinda living with me and it makes me happier than i could imagine. im getting pissed at myself for not playing guitar yes that is it<3
more updates soon for all who care

lifes good

the end

p.s. i love kayse<3

lifes going good, job, my love, new cd(if you know me then you know what it is),going to seattle jan1-5 comming back down with tristan, i serisouly miss that kid so much im so happy that hes moving back
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awww kayse is the love of my life and she dreams about me. ohh and kenny i do dream about you

hahahaha these things are funny

lifes good more busy than it has ever been but good

i love kayse nicole echt<3

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yesterday was my first day of work. easy as hell im exited about it. i havent seen kayse in a couple of days and i think im going to die(yes i know im a little girl). A follow up on my insomnia still going strong but i figured out that im just stressed. Cause life is kinda hard cause i have to grow up, but ill get over it ( Read more... )

im starting to get back in the cicle of not sleeping again. I went about a month +/- a coupld of weeks going to bed at 10 or 11 and waking up at about 7-8-9 but for the past couple of nights im not doing to well and i dont really know why. They say the leading cause of insomnia is depression....hmmm... im going to find they and ask them if im ( Read more... )

im sick of not doing anything musicly, when i finally find people that say that they will be commited it turns out that they join lame bands and drop something that will further there musicial abilities and get them somewhere. im sick of it..... And im also inraged with people thinking that there better than me. All i have to say is fuck off. take ( Read more... )

what is the idea of "God"? In my opinion and some evidence ive seen, its what your idea is, not someone elses correct. Now if we all have our idea on what/who created us than that would leavve me to concluded that there is no "right" god but that of which you make. What are the reasons for "God"? to explain the unexplicable, to give hope in a ( Read more... )

i hate over analizying things i do it so much that it makes me go insane sleeplessness only makes it worse when your alone theres nothing to do but think. and all of these thoughts get pent up and turn into fear GAHHHHHHH i hate it. i need sleep and cuddling pshh i hate being emo

girls are a weird bunch they are... but my brothers g/f has givin me such great advice that i feel im not so in the dark about things of course i still am but i feel like there is light at the end of the tunnle and think about all this girl stuff makes me miss kayse like 10,ooo times more i havent seen her in three days and it feels like a life ( Read more... )