it's been almost 2 years since i've posted anything on here. weird. i used to post everyday at some point.

-take your shoes and walk right out or the door. could you please just walk right out of the door?-

just bored.

i never have anything to say. sorry.

but in case anyone was wondering, i'm doing pretty well. aside from my store cutting back hours. we'll eventually close.

that's about all i've got.

i'm good.

i want to. but i don't know how.

i've had this rob dougan album for quite a while. but i haven't really listened to it until this week. and i'm sorry that i haven't listened to it until now. it's so good. kind of dark and depressing. but i like it a lot ( Read more... )

i got a new jacket today. it's pretty righteous. i stretched stuff today. it was uncomfortable. i want to stretch more stuff and get more stuff done. and i want dave to draw up my damn tattoo. i want to quit school. i want to go back home. not because i don't like it here. or because i miss home that much. i just hate not knowing what's going on. ( Read more... )

you're still in my head. all the time. stop it.

if you can move on so quickly...why can't i?

it feels like there's something caught in the back of my throat. probably just the words i'm trying not to speak. the tears i'm choking back. i need a drink. something to trigger my gag reflex.

my sister had her baby yesterday. now i want to go out there even more than before. i miss my sister so much. i feel like we're still really close, but not near as close as we used to be. which makes sense. i mean, she's not been at home much over the last 3 years. but it is still a little disheartening. i can't wait until she gets back to indy for ( Read more... )