Well its been several months since I've last updated this thing, and in the time my life has changed dramatically. Though its had its rough points, in that time I've ceased feeling depressed. The pain and the frustration is gone for good. Instead I've been in a state of euphoria, the way man was meant to be. This is the first time in a long, long ( Read more... )

Yes, the semester is almost over, as is my senior year, and my experience in the public school system. Then it is off to college.

In 6 months or less, my family will be moving to Arizona. But will I be with them?

Frustration.

Utter frustration.

Fear.

Pain.

Too much pain.

Loneliness.

It's been quite a long week in the life of Matt ( Read more... )

I got grade reports in school today...everything voer 98% hee hee...

...Days go by and still I think of you...
...Days when I couldn't live my life without you...For the first time in what seems like the full 5 days off from school, I went out. Chris and I went to the mall. I wanted to get some ornmanets or something for insdie my beetle. Nothing tacky; no hanging dice or dancing girl figurines. I wanted something ( Read more... )

I put two test results because I went back and changed one answer that was borderline.



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Wednesday: There was a death in our high school community. She was killed in acar accident a few days ago.Somany people are crying. I don't know anyone in the family personally, but it's so painful to see he face f people I know and love filled with tears. It hurts beause there's nothing I can really do. I can just see my friends...weeping from the ( Read more... )

ok, i guess i better update before everyone panics. LoL ( Read more... )

you'll rescue me right? in the exact same way they never did..I'll be happy right? when your healing powers kick in ( Read more... )