Is it ok that it makes me angry to be losing the ability to have children, when I had already decided I didn't want any more? What is it? I was prepared to have my tubes tied, was only waiting on insurance approval. I have three beautiful children. That logical part of my brain that tries to maintain control tells me that I am being silly, that it ( Read more... )

Broken Glass( Read more... )

The poison is working again,
Woke to your taste on my tongue,
The feel of your skin under my hands,
Your smell.
I didn't believe.
I didn't believe.
I didn't believe!
I was stronger!
I was wrong
You still live in here
Making me burn,
Filling me with need.
Filling me with your taste.
Another part dies.
The last thing I see,
Your empty eyes.

The devil and the deep blue sea -- take your pick. Under most unusual circumstances, you may bump into someone today who seems to be a representative from both -- and within days, oddly enough, they'll manage to find a place in your heart. Be ready. Be ready for their company, and be ready to feel the need to make a decision quickly. Good luck, no ( Read more... )

Spent time in wonderland today. Nice trip. Came back home to thunder shaking the house. I love it. It was a good adventure. I am tired, but at least I finally slept last night. Tied in knots, mind doing amazing feats of acrobatics, and it was all finally still. He pushes me, stretches me, and I like the pain. I felt it last night. It hurt in ways ( Read more... )

Saw her today.( Read more... )

VIRGO (Aug. 23-Sept. 22): If I were going to write a fairy tale about the ( Read more... )