I'M GETTING A CAR!!!! I'M GETTING A CAR ( Read more... )

There is something missing...a void if you will. I don't know what it is yet...but I'll find out...and fix the problem...and continue on in my pursuit of happiness, because currently there is a huge pothole between me and my destination.

All I have to say is I give up...Boys suck monkey balls...and liking one is a waste of time ( Read more... )

Well Now that it has been over a month since I last posted...I suppose I should update my life. I am no longer sick, but that is because 5 days ago, My tonsils and adenoids were removed. It hurts a lot. I didn't think pain like this was possible in the throat area. But it will be better soon, and then I will never have a sore throat ever again ( Read more... )

Wow...I really haven't posted in a while ( Read more... )

So...I am finally in a relationship that I am Happy in. The guy treats me like a queen, and is super sweet. And I am crazy for him, BUT the first reason I went out with him is because he reminded me of someone ( Read more... )

Well, This weekend has rocked so far...It is only friday though. My weekend started on Wednesday when we closed the building and Dad came to get me for Thankgiving Break. I pretty much came home and slept. Yesterday (Thanksgiving) Dad let me take the car (I know...you are as astonished as I am) and I took Britney to our Grandma Ludwicks house in ( Read more... )

So yeah...The last two and a half months have been a complete and total emotional waste!

We are now 99% confident (although he hasn't come out yet) that "HE" is gay.

Yeah...a waste of emotional energy, while i could have been searching for straight guys that wont play headgames.

I am getting the feeling that I am here for the pure pleasure of other people and that they keep me in their lives for their own pleasure, and that they don't actually care about my feelings. It seems that I am always visiting people, doing people favors, loaning money out, making things for people, and trying to be the best person I can possibly ( Read more... )

So Yeah...I am a Horrible Person and I should be shot in the face by each and every person i have done any of the following to ( Read more... )