i wish i could make decisions and then reflect on the outcome. rather than reflect on something before it happens, and fuck it up anyway.

i miss having sex with someone i hated.
knowing every part of their body and loathing it for existing.

i'm feeling a bit giggly.

i started a real journal. so suck it lj.

being alone a lot of time gives you a lot of time to reflect.

it can be a good thing.

purple to greyish to orange.

i dont know the words.
sort of one of those sighs that aren't attached to anything.

i wanna go bowling soon. i think itd be lots of fun. its probably one of the main things missing in my life ( Read more... )

i feel like i have ran out of things to talk about with everyone.

srsly, everyone. wtf is up with me.
i'd call this a "funk".
sorry.

i pretty much think you suck.

yeah you.

kristy jones loves me.
and i love her too.

--cara ellis

dear eky.

sup?? ily.

thanks,
KJ