Comments | nonplusx: letting go

nonplusx

letting go

Dec 12, 2008 21:13

I don't want to be lonely like this anymore. I am recovering from surgery and heartbroken and there is nobody here. What happened to being able to depend on people? I've never felt this empty.

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stryper666 December 13 2008, 02:24:31 UTC

I'm sorry, man.

nonplusx December 13 2008, 02:31:09 UTC

I appreciate that. This year has probably been the hardest of my life. I will be in town the weekend after xmas, would love to meet up for a coffee or whatever floats your boat these days.

stryper666 December 13 2008, 03:18:42 UTC

Sadly, I probably won't be around, as I'm heading to LA for Xmas to visit the in-laws.

Hope things get better..

nonplusx December 13 2008, 03:55:40 UTC

Understandable. I still thank you for the support. Miss your crazy ass.

glitterus December 13 2008, 02:44:42 UTC

Hugs!

joelledirty December 13 2008, 03:56:27 UTC

I'm sorry. Hang in there.

/hugs

nonplusx December 13 2008, 04:08:51 UTC

Thanks sweetie. I hope I can see some of you that actually seem to still have concern for me when i am there for a few days over the holiday weekend.

joelledirty December 13 2008, 04:23:33 UTC

You're welcome. I have been there. Well, my version of "there". I know how much it hurts.

That'd be nice. We'll be out of town for some of it but lemme know where you are...

sculptruth December 13 2008, 04:18:51 UTC

Oh, no; I'm sorry to hear you're going through this alone. But you have us around, even if we're far away. I didn't know you were going through surgery, I'm glad you're on the mend.

I hope we get a chance to catch up while you're here? I know you'll be busy with visiting but let me know. It would be good to see you.

nonplusx December 13 2008, 04:49:47 UTC

thanks sweetie. you dont live in the compound do you? there are certain individuals I hope to avoid while I am in town. Maybe a drink at barca or coffee with your boy somewhere while I am there? Im not that busy, just hope to see those people that still have compassion for me.

sculptruth December 13 2008, 18:21:16 UTC

I sent you an email but I'm not sure if it's the right address?

misscerridwen December 14 2008, 11:13:04 UTC

nice... yes avoid the compound.

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dj_stitch December 13 2008, 21:51:28 UTC

Hey darlin', what's going on?

nonplusx December 13 2008, 22:12:02 UTC

Hey sweetie. Rather not get into it here. You have my number right? I would love a call, I am in a lonely place right now.

dj_stitch December 13 2008, 23:20:47 UTC

I'm still waking up (loooong night last night), but I'll buzz you as soon as I have some brain cells scraped together. Hang in there, sweetie!