As much as it hurts to do it, it has gotten to the point where it hurts more not to. It will only get worse if I don't. LJ isn't intelligent enough to help me out when it comes to this. Other sites offer more control.
I don't want to be lonely like this anymore. I am recovering from surgery and heartbroken and there is nobody here. What happened to being able to depend on people? I've never felt this empty.